Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Lately has not been good

Ive just been so lost these days. I feel like I have no purpose in life and am going no where. Its like an almost 30's crisis, or something like that. I just dont know what o do with myself. I am watching all my friends buy their first houses and get married and have babies. While I do none of that... not like I could have babies even if I wanted to.
I just feel like, they have some secret to life that I missed out on somewhere along the lines and now im stuck in a shit hole and I cant seem to get out of it. Even though, I feel there is supposed to be sooooo much more to my life and I am supposed to be in such a greater place than I am at. But I got lost along the way and now there is no way out.